Having a panick attack about the weekend. Church stuff has been bad for me in the past. It feels like a giant crushing risk right now to go on this thing but it didn't seem like such a risk when I signed up for it.
Thanks Bets, srsly. I'll take prayer however i can get it. I'm feeling more hopeful now, these people really arent like others I've had a bad experience with, I'm going to nut up.
Hope it's been good—looking forward to getting the scoop from Amy. I always get weird, clique-y vibes at any kind of retreat thing, even the ones I help with. Which I guess shows that my insecurities are all present and accounted for, and/or the church still needs forgiving. The latter part is good news, I suppose, since otherwise I'd be the only one who still needs forgiving.
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I hope this doesn't squick you out but, um...praying for you.
Thanks Bets, srsly. I'll take prayer however i can get it. I'm feeling more hopeful now, these people really arent like others I've had a bad experience with, I'm going to nut up.
praying you have a super awesome time filled with good relational stuff and some really good peacefilled times
Jo :O)
oh, i feel you, stephy!
I think it would take a big dose of Xanax for me to be willing to get into a vehicle headed for a women's retreat...
all that said, it sounds like this might be a good experience... and I've already prayed, so you can't stop me! ;-)
I just had another panic attack about it. AHH
Hope it's been good—looking forward to getting the scoop from Amy. I always get weird, clique-y vibes at any kind of retreat thing, even the ones I help with. Which I guess shows that my insecurities are all present and accounted for, and/or the church still needs forgiving. The latter part is good news, I suppose, since otherwise I'd be the only one who still needs forgiving.
It ended up being really good. No cliquey vibes either.
w00t!!!
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