Thursday, November 19, 2009

upcoming

Having a panick attack about the weekend. Church stuff has been bad for me in the past. It feels like a giant crushing risk right now to go on this thing but it didn't seem like such a risk when I signed up for it.

8 comments:

Bets said...

I hope this doesn't squick you out but, um...praying for you.

stephy said...

Thanks Bets, srsly. I'll take prayer however i can get it. I'm feeling more hopeful now, these people really arent like others I've had a bad experience with, I'm going to nut up.

Jojoellen said...

praying you have a super awesome time filled with good relational stuff and some really good peacefilled times
Jo :O)

spinning said...

oh, i feel you, stephy!

I think it would take a big dose of Xanax for me to be willing to get into a vehicle headed for a women's retreat...

all that said, it sounds like this might be a good experience... and I've already prayed, so you can't stop me! ;-)

stephy said...

I just had another panic attack about it. AHH

D. Lee Grooms said...

Hope it's been good—looking forward to getting the scoop from Amy. I always get weird, clique-y vibes at any kind of retreat thing, even the ones I help with. Which I guess shows that my insecurities are all present and accounted for, and/or the church still needs forgiving. The latter part is good news, I suppose, since otherwise I'd be the only one who still needs forgiving.

stephy said...

It ended up being really good. No cliquey vibes either.

spinning said...

w00t!!!