I'm 36 today! But it's a weird birthday. No one at work really knows it's my birthday but I'm getting lots of Facebook love, 70 messages so far. We are officially in the future.
Also weird is that I'm back to taking crying breaks in the bathroom. Last night we had a meeting with friends and I was very sad and I cried almost the whole time. Then when it was over I cried all the way home and for about an hour in bed before I could fall asleep. David said (lovingly and cutely, not meanly) that I'm like Ed in Raising Arizona when they took the baby home and she was crying "I just love him so much!" and it's true, I was kind of crying like that. So now I'm at work and I've been taking bathroom breaks to cry some more and then dusting myself off and getting back to work, then having another cry break. I'm very professional about my crying. I feel like the Crying Wife.
It's all just so sad I can't stand it.